For those of you following me through my grief counseling process, last nights meeting covered the question of "why?" They emphasized that through the process of grief, you move from asking "why?" to "How can you use this, God?" and "What can I learn from this?". I can definitely say, I am not there at all. Still, they did emphasize this process can take years.
One comment made in the video was that eventually you don't think about the grief everyday. I can't say I believe that much. I can't imagine going a whole day without thinking of Daddy. His picture is everywhere in my home. I love staring at it and it's a comfort.
Since I'm supposed to be honest about my grief, I'll admit my heart is aching a bit more lately. I think because next month will be a year. It seems odd a whole year has almost gone by. It still doesn't feel real at times.
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I can't believe it's been almost a year either. I don't know if you are ever able to understand. I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason, but what is the reason in this situation. I will be thinking of you during the next month. I am hear if you want to chat anytime. I miss you!
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