Okay, I have to admit something. I am not very good at trusting God at times. And I second guess a lot of things.
So last week, I finally, finally, just gave the whole teaching thing to God. And I prayed that whatever happens, happens. Even if I'm unemployed and working at Mcdonalds. So a few days later, I get a call from Queen Creek High School and they had another position open up and asked if I wanted it. Of course, I said yes. I was so excited to be done searching and finally have a job secured!
So then this morning, another high school I had interviewed at called and offered me a position (because the first person they offered it to backed out). I'll admit, I thought about backing out of the other one-because this high school was really my first choice.
I think I'm going to stay though with where I've committed myself. My good friend Gabbi (who, by the way, I have no idea what I'd do without at times, she keeps me grounded!!! I hope I'm not sucking the life out of her by all my frantic emails!!!) gave me some good advice and helped me think through it. As did Eric and Mom!
As much as I think I'd love the one high school better, I really don't know and I was offered Queen Creek first-so maybe God is opening a door and has something for me there.
Anyway, I just think its hilarious that I'm such a dork and don't trust God the way I should at times!!!! :)
2 comments:
goofy! you're not sucking the life out of me. you'll just take care of me when i go a little batty sometimes -- it will happen here for sure! love you my sweet julie!!
i think we all have those moments hun.
i am soo happy that you have a job now! that is soo awesome!
and if the kids stress you out i will stop by and do some yoga with ya followed up with a massage hehe.
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